Life as we know it

The only thing I want out of in life is Happiness

I just want to be me

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.

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(Source: mahalkitax3, via crazystupidlov3r)

I’m ever so annoyed!
I can’t sleep because I’m annoyed
And it’s only because I’m thinking about shit! Need to get over it Manz

Liam is forever ringing me when he’s pissed telling me he misses me and wants me back. He said the only reason for the break up was because he was scared of us going somewhere.?! You twat I knew that was the reason im not fucking stupid!
What do you want me to do now? Come crawling back to you now because you’ve decided that your ready for a relationship! I want to move on. Have fun with other guys for once in my life! I’ve never slept about or had any fun! It’s about time I did, 19 years old and I’m worried? Fuck off!
Sozzy mate but your Guna have to work a lot harder to get me back. You screwed me over and made me look like a mug! I fucjibg love my life now. I genuinely have the worlds greatest friends, I’m out all the time. Got a interview soon. Starting Uni in a few months. Things are finally looking up! And I cannot be bothered with drama! I just wanna have some fun with my best friends and bang Tom haha!!

Bout time I starting being myself Instead of the person People won’t me to be! Think I’ve finally got it right . I’m going bed. Liam piss off. Tommy get in my bed. Scotty marry me. And for that other fucker who shall not be named.. How about you get your priorities In order and sort ya life out because no one Is interested anymore. Soz